What the fuck. What a lousy day. I sneezed like a hundred times for fuck reason. My eyes were so itchy, I can't stop rubbing it! I look so zombified at work today, Thank God I wasn't in makeup or not I will look like a over exaggerated freak.
&&I was so unwell, I cabbed home after work. Then I realised I was home before my parents. Okay, im clueless what's going on. Then someone knocked on th door. It's my dad and bro. My dad just got 2 finger tips amputated because of an accident at work. Ywah, like what th fuck?
This is unfair. Without that two finger tips, I doubt my dad's work gonna be something easy in th future. My youngest sis is only 10; my dad had to work at least a 10 years more. Fk, why are things always so unfair to me... and even pple around me.
Many times I wanted to scream out cuz' I just can't take all these shits going on. It pisses to have sucha fucked up life. I hate everything... less than myself..
Your paper Kisses: 11:48 PM
Friday, March 28, 2008
♥ Maple love story? (:
A very cute MTV intro by Sadness Kor (:
Your paper Kisses: 12:51 PM
Thursday, March 27, 2008
♥ Chippy's Beer Battered Fish rock my sockssss!
OMG, I walked past GUESS @ Plaza Sing and guess what I saw? A hot pink handbag! Small one selling at 169, big one selling at 199 only! My god! Hope this month's pay enough to buy it cuz' I seriously want it! I must start selling my creations to earn money already then i'll have enough to buy that bag (:
Had a great day with TerryBoy & Alvin at Bugis jalan jalan. Then head Lucky Plaza find Sadness Kor, Kenneth & Shallin sweetie (: Went to some "Rabbit" Resturant and the mushroom is fking big and juicy man! Then head back to shop find Shallin with her BIG memismerising eyes cuz' she got those enlarge pupils' contact lens ;D
After that we head to Far East, Pacific Plaza, Plaza Sing jalan jalan. Then we head Dhoby Ghaut MRT to play arcade. Para para and video games was awesome! Then now at LAN shop blog o.O
Tried dressing Boho-ish today but I guess I failed. Cuz' my sleeve dropped when I was playing Para Para. How embarrassing xD
Your paper Kisses: 7:57 PM
Wednesday, March 26, 2008
♥ ahh~ u touched my ta la la~
Great news! I'm preparing for my online shop already! Hahaaas. Today was half morning shift. Now stoning at home. Anyway show u my audit character, so cute xD
I'm as sleepy as she is luh! Hahahhaas. Off to stone. toodles!
Your paper Kisses: 10:41 PM
♥ shyt meeeeeeeeee
This is so retarded. Yesterday stocktake, today conversion to clearance. What's wrong with the management man? No money left already. All used to cab home; claims coming but I've no idea when exactly ;( Shit, had to borrow from mum. Hais, scared her don't want. I left with less than 10 dollars for 2days and it's my off day.
I just can't believe stoning at home is how im gonna spend my off day. My god, someone jio me out and pay for my expenses can? Lol, retarded question.
Sians. I want to change job. Hopefully I can find one good one. This company is so yucky and it's pissing me off. Yea, i know, All things are pissing me off now.
It might be a harsh decision. But the way they treat me and V* now are really like..... Argh. Definitely more hurting and more harsh. At ifrst when we left out V*, I was like hack care hack care cuz' we don't feel hurt when we are happily enjoying. Now that I'm left out, I finally felt hw vonne felt. Really, it hurts ok. You never feel it before, u don't say u never neglect. Really. Now I feel guilty. And it's saddening. You know what? I feel that I owe Vonne so much, I really don't know what I can do to her to compensate all her losses. I just hope Vonne doesn't hate me for all things that happned before. I still love you. The longest friendship of 12 years in ZJ.. (:
Your paper Kisses: 1:40 AM
Tuesday, March 25, 2008
♥ tempo has reached critical level. tempo has reached critical level.
Another impressive song from Step Up 2, "Bounce" by Timbaland feat. Dr. Dre, Missy Elliot& Justin Timberlake. But I still choose "Low" as my blog song cuz' it's still th best song from Step Up 2!
I missed so much things in Causeway Point. Really. Sunday night, I was told to go IMM to relief. I took the MRT and passed Woodlands MRT. My god, there's PASAR MALAM! There's my favourite all inside! Ramily Burger, Takoyaki and most importantly, all our favourite.....SHARKFINS SOUP! I missed the days we open stock till late night, rushed down to buy Sharksfins soup and tried our best to finish it before the last train or last bus. Argh. Misses and misses. All we can do now is just hope th next outing gathering, all will be able to meet up. Not going Zoo this time. Probably a dinner and a late night movie. It's gonna be fun.
Zhou Jia's story started when Me, Vonne, Monster and Layss known each other in primary 1-3 then met back when we are 14 then when we got really close at 16. "Zhou"is the Chinese surname of Monster and Layss so I decided to call it Zhou Jia. Our first outing was on 11 March'06; the day we met up for k-box session during the March Holidays.
From: Slowly we bonded: Years of Seventeen: Then to the 3 of us, neglecting the 4th one
Now? Oh shut up. Outsiders see it best.
Over this period of time, I did a lot of thinking. Had made a very big decision. I was clueless what's gonna happened after I announced my decision. People will hate me? Be happy I made this decision? Fcuk, no point guessing, I'm still gonna say it out.
I'm disbanding ZHOU JIA.
I'm serious. A group that doesn't bond together anymore. We can't show what friendship means to us. Everyone changed in this group. All had found their own clique of friends. So.. what for? ZHOU JIA is jus a shell. Inside? There's nothing. No more ZHOU JIA.
All I hope now is to hold on to all my "pending" friendships now. Know more people, be myself and find a new clique of friends in school next year; not forgetting Sadness Kor, Haprer, Ray, Jeff, Terry my workfriends like Anqi, Roy, Shallin, Cowie and Cindy.. I should really stop thinking that THEY will miss me cuz' THEY had changed & I'll never know if they are just plastic to me a not. I mean I'd seen that side of them and I would leave in order not to get myself hurt again. Cuz' this is not the friendship I want. Sighs.
Your paper Kisses: 10:03 AM
Monday, March 24, 2008
♥ caught by the taste of ur kiss
Another boring day at work. Ended my 2nd half of my full shift at IMM doing relief. Surprised to see Sadness Kor at IP ZONE helping out for tomorrow stock take's preparation. After work at S&K, went over to IP to bid goodbye to Kelvin & *(ahems). Hahaaas, who knows they convince me to stay over to fold clothes .___. I was meeting a friend later on, so I told them I'd to go in 30minutes. But the real reason was to see *(ahems). Fcuk! Im sucha bitch. But she's really.... omg, shan't elaborate further. Hahaaas. *(Ahems) thanked me for staying to help! okay, I think I should stop being "hua-chi" and turn in soon. My eyes are closing.. & u know, cuz' my eyes are smaller; they close FASTER.. Lol. Toodles.
Disband? Probably th best solution.
Your paper Kisses: 2:23 AM
Saturday, March 22, 2008
♥ im sucha bitchhhhhhh...!
Yesterday was afternoon shift. Today is afternoon shift. Tomorrow is going to be FULL SHIFT! Argh. Work's seriously getting boring bcuz' of the sales of regular items now. Hais, when I was still in Causeway point.. All the wonderful working moments with Sadness Kor, Anqi Jie, Roy, Rachel, Cowie, Shallin, WenYong.. OMG! I can't stop thinking about them. Although there were conflicts in skipzone(combination of IPZONE and S&K) then, now that all are in different locations, we started to miss each other. It seems no matter where we are posted to, nothing can replace the memories we had in Causeway Point. Sales was good and most importantly, we felt like a big family.
I'm so looking forward to the next ex-outing gathering! Heard we are going to the Zoo? How cool! With all th fun people ;D Gonna borrow camera from someone already. Hahaaas. Shyt, damnit. ytd afternoon, today afternoon, tmr full, monday is stock take! Meanin' everyone is going to kena almost full shift. Fcuk, I'm damn tired la! &my off day is Thursday. Damnit. My pay will only come at 11pm this Thursday. Took the wrong day off man! Hope this few days will give me chance to work all th shyt outta me! Then I can burn more calories ;x
But what I worry is if something will happen to Grandpa these days I'm workin such hiong shifts. I do want to go temple pray and hope all things gonna be good for me these day. Had been rather unlucky for th past few months. And I sinned. I broke someone's heart after only being tgt for 5 days. I guess I really cant accept a str8 relationship anymore although im still lovin weirdo who is a str8 guy. Guess I'm the real weirdo ba. Argh. Fucked up mode!
Updated profile and wishlist. I wanna go all native amercia, african and Boho(Bohemium) style. Awaits people! (:
Your paper Kisses: 11:06 AM
Friday, March 21, 2008
♥ emo nemo like ... again?
I'm feelin' emo nemo suddenly, I feel like doing something to my life. I'd the urge to enrol into ITE or polytechnic for a decent certificate. Did some research at night & I realised RP had some Mass-Comm related course. It's the Diploma in Communication and Information Design. It's more of Media and Technology kind of thing.
Asked around; asked Yutakis definitely. He told me air-conditioning in RP is wonderful! Woo~ I hate humidity and RP's definitely a good environment for me to study! I need air-conditioning a lot man. Singapore's so humid, I can't stand it!
But it's saddening that the school doesn't have a 2nd intake for 2008 unlike other polytechnics like TP. Meaning if I enrol next year into RP, my RP friends of my age would be in year 3 already .____.
Being emo, I also thought of starting business online. I'm not confident of it thou. Had been trying to open sprees and doing online business but failed. Not sure if it's because it's a shared online shop; uneven share of jobload, so nothing succeeded. Wanted to do something more special than normal online shops. I'll start researching and hopefully by my birthday, the shop will be up and business prospers.
Also, I had thought of blogging in this kinda "traditional" essay method without that two pathetic finger spacing in front. Makes my blogger more matured? Lol, I swear I wanna be a good blogger, get more blogders, increase my hits and make it an advertising tool for me and my future online shop
**Bits of post missing. damnit.
Your paper Kisses: 10:17 AM
Tuesday, March 18, 2008
♥ When good boy meets bad girl
[Chorus (T-Pain)]: Shawty had them Apple Bottom Jeans [Jeans] Boots with the fur [With the fur] The whole club was lookin at her She hit the flo [She hit the flo] Next thing you know Shawty got low low low low low low low low Them baggy sweat pants And the Reeboks with the straps [With the straps] She turned around and gave that big booty a smack [Ayy] She hit the flo [She hit the flo] Next thing you know Shawty got low low low low low low low low [Verse 1 (Flo Rida)]: I ain't never seen nuthin that'll make me go, this crazy all night spendin my dough Had a million dollar vibe and a bottle to go Dem birthday cakes, they stole the show So sexual, she was flexible Professional, drinkin X and oh Hold up wait a minute, do i see what I think I Whoa Did I think I seen shorty get low Ain't the same when it's up that close Make it rain, I'm makin it snow Work the pole, I got the bank roll Imma say that I prefer them no clothes I'm into that, I love women exposed She threw it back at me, I gave her more Cash ain't a problem, I know where it goes She had them [Chorus (T-Pain)]: Apple Bottom Jeans [Jeans] Boots with the fur [With the fur] The whole club was lookin at her She hit the flo [She hit the flo] Next thing you know Shawty got low low low low low low low low Them baggy sweat pants And the Reeboks with the straps [With the straps] She turned around and gave that big booty a smack [Ayy] She hit the flo [She hit the flo] Next thing you know Shawty got low low low low low low low low [Verse 2 (Flo Rida)]: Hey Shawty what I gotta do to get you home My jeans full of gwap And they ready for Shones Cadillacs Maybachs for the sexy grown Patrone on the rocks that'll make you moan One stack (come on) Two stacks (come on) Three stacks (come on, now that's three grand) What you think I'm playin baby girl I'm the man, I'll bend the rubber bands That's what I told her, her legs on my shoulder I knew it was over, that Henny and Cola Got me like a Soldier She ready for Rover, I couldn't control her So lucky oo me, I was just like a clover Shorty was hot like a toaster Sorry but I had to fold her, Like a pornography poster She showed her [Chorus (T-Pain)]: Apple Bottom Jeans [Jeans] Boots with the fur [With the fur] The whole club was lookin at her She hit the flo [She hit the flo] Next thing you know Shawty got low low low low low low low low Them baggy sweat pants And the Reeboks with the straps [With the straps] She turned around and gave that big booty a smack [Ayy] She hit the flo [She hit the flo] Next thing you know Shawty got low low low low low low low low [Verse 3 (Flo Rida)]: Whoa Shawty Yea she was worth the money Lil mama took my cash, and I ain't want it back, The way she bit that rag, got her them paper stacks, Tattoo above her crack, I had to handle that, I was on it, sexy woman, let me shownin They be want it two in the mornin I'm zonin in them rosay bottles foamin She wouldn't stop, made it drop Shorty did that pop and lock, Had to break her off that gwap Gah it was fly just like my glock [Chorus (T-Pain)]: Apple Bottom Jeans [Jeans] Boots with the fur [With the fur] The whole club was lookin at her She hit the flo [She hit the flo] Next thing you know Shawty got low low low low low low low low Them baggy sweat pants And the Reeboks with the straps [With the straps] She turned around and gave that big booty a smack [Ayy] She hit the flo [She hit the flo] Next thing you know Shawty got low low low low low low low low
Pledge to go fur-free at PETA.org Received this email frm Felicia. If you can't watch video, copy and paste this URL, http://www.furisdead.com/feat/ChineseFurFarms/ it's gross and disgusting like fk!
Your paper Kisses: 6:06 PM
Wednesday, March 12, 2008
♥ i don't want to lose grandpa ;'((
Grandpa's having depression and it's killing me. It hurts to hear sis say he punched his own chest. I have no idea what caused him to be like that. Old people emo too. & it's sad that it's my beloved grandpa.
Mum got th house door keys changed aft grandpa's repeated attempts to get out of th house in th middle of the night. If one day, he's jus gonna step out of th door, he will probably forget th road back, go missing or get into trouble with strangers. I'm sorry we had to "lock" you in but it's because we don't want anymore troubles. We even locked our windows up.
I believe all these are for this own good. I don't want to also. It's a hard time accepting such suggestions from my family, cos I love grandpa so so so much(althou he doesn't love me like bfore).
Grandpa, I don't want you to go...
Your paper Kisses: 10:10 PM
Sunday, March 9, 2008
♥ (There's gotta be) More To Life
I've got it all, but I feel so deprived, I go up, I come down and I'm emptier inside, Tell me what is this thing that I feel like I'm missing. And why can't I let it go?
There's gotta be more to life... Than chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me. Cause the more that I'm... Tripping out thinking there must be more to life. Well it's life, but I'm sure... there's gotta be more. (Than wanting more)
I've got the time and I'm wasting it slowly Here in this moment I'm half way out the door. Onto the next thing, I'm searching for something that's missing.
There's gotta be more to life... Than chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me, Cause the more that I'm... Tripping out thinking there must be more to life. Well it's life, but I'm sure... there's gotta be more
I'm wanting more! (Ohhh! Yeah!)
I'm always waiting on something other than this Why'm I feelin' like there's something I missed?
There's gotta be more to life Than chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me. Cause the more that I'm... (More that I'm) Tripping out thinking there must be more to life Well it's life, but I'm sure there's gotta be more to life
Than chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me Cause the more that I'm... Tripping out thinking there must be more to life. Well it's life, but I'm sure... there's gotta be more to life.
More to, more to, more to life. (There's gotta be more to life) More to, more to, more to life. There's gotta be more More to life
A song introduced by Sadness Kor& gang to me. She's so pretty in 1:10, please watch MTV~!
She's sucha sweetie pie, love you~! Watch 10 000BC with her, my god! A-W-E-S-O-M-E T-O-T-A-L-LY!
Steven Strait(main actor) has a certain resemblance to Orlando Bloom! This makes him f*kin attractive! He's only 21, married(sad for th girl fans). Th main actress is f*king pretty also! Camilia something. She's gorgeous!
My conscience spoke to me last night and she whispered to my ears, "Silly, you'd been used."
Fuck. Why always me? Yes all things happened for a reason. It's sad to know now why I've been treated "good" of late. I'm glad, I stil have a clique that will stand by me. Th world is changing, not me.. People think I changed. But it's just my way of retaliating to th changed pple. Should I start changing also? Everyone has an evil side and I'll show mine soon i guess cause things are jus pissing me off. Thought of this song suddenly,
yes, I must live better than others. & i must learn th steps! so pretty! Jiayou jiayou zombie~!
(:
Your paper Kisses: 9:57 PM
♥ WELCOME
TINGTURNSVIOLENT@Blogspot.com
♥ sweetest tragedy
ZOMBIE a.k.a TING
26 June 1990
In ♥ with HER since 050608 South View Primary
Unity Secondary IP ZONE Retail Staff currently
"
Thanks for viewing my blog. Here's a short
introduction about myself. I have fetish
for hot pink items &love all shades of pink.
I read horoscopes, believes a lot in tarot
card readings. Often, I'm fickle minded &I
brood over everything. I can be a good
friend or a complete slut. I love blogging,
photography, mahjong-ing, pubbing,
clubbing &chilling out late.
&& most of all I ♥ my Baby"
Updated as of 18.o7.o8
i. Going all Bohemium style
ii. Getting into RP soon
iii. VAIO CR series Flamingo pink
iv. My offical online shop
v. Digital SLR Camera
vi. Better Health
vii. My own space in my house
viii. Holding on to current friendships
ix. 18th Birthday Party
x. Slim down before '09!
Then to the 3 of us, neglecting the 4th one
Now?
ADRIAN; friend