Saturday, December 22, 2007
♥ im learning to fall with no safety net to cushion th blow
I'm super freaking bored. Tell me what to do.
Tmr's full shift but i seriously can't sleep at all.
Others are partying &im here stoning away.
Had been a bad month I guess..
1.
I didn't receive my "My Sweetest Sin" tee from T&K.T&K told me they sent out last Saturday but I didn't receive at all.
& they told me they are not responsible for lost mail. $23 flew away :'(
2.
L_______ C______ had yet to give me my Nov'07 pay.I submitted my timesheet 1 week bfore submition date& smsed boss
that I need th pay to process fast because I need it to get some stuff.
Wed, she told me she's busy with Enrichment camp which ends on Fri.
But she will submit to accounts immediately after camp. I trusted her.
End up, Mon(3th Dec), 2nd-in charge called me to enquire some stuff.
After that I asked her if my cheque's being processed&whether it's sent out.
(normally it's th 6th but since I requested earlier, it should be sent out alr.)
She told me that I would get it only when my boss returns from Australia.
Damn it, my boss didn't tell me she's going Australia on Mon(3days aft camp).
So I asked her when Boss's coming back. She says it's 14 December. What the hell.
So I told her angrily that if there's any pay delay, do inform teachers earlier.
She apologised and say she will get back to me when Boss returns.
I waited patiently till 14 Dec, 15 Dec, 16 Dec, 17 Dec, still no cheque, no SMS.
So I smsed both of them, asking them when I'll get my cheque, they say processing.
Till today, 22 Dec, still haven't come! It's been a month I'd sent out th timesheet!
So they smsed me just now and said actually cheque already being processed.
But because I'm terminating contract, so for this last cheque sent to me,
they had to collect back all teaching materials in exchange. And continued,
She said it was written in our contract that we must exchange for this last cheque.
Boss's trying to say I didn't return th materials so I can't get my cheque.
But didn't you just pass it to 2nd in-charge only just now?
Even if I return the materials earlier, I still can't get th cheque!
Cheque already being processed?My 2nd in Charge says I can only get it when you return.
this last cheque sent to me?Exclude Nov07, you guys still owe me $75 for Dec07!
Tell me, which is supposed to be last payment now?
When I told u in 1st sms, I alr said I have one more day taught!
How ironic she can be. Make me sound like I'm in wrong for not
returning the materials that's why I can't get my cheque. Nabei.
3.
Pending Piano feesMy piano teacher claimed I owe her $500+ for all practice lessons.
Yup, those before piano exam. She was th one who told me this:
"Playing not good enough, I don't care. Everyday come my house practise"
1 day practise 2hrs at her house. 2 days, 4 hours = 1month piano fee(1$70).
I went to practise for around 2weeks? So, she claimed I owe her $500+.
Mum was so pissed off and refused to pay for me at all.
She thinks it's unfair for her to pay for this $500+ for me. Fine but
She told everyone how my teacher tried to cheat her money. LOL.
But now you want me to pay for it, why act pathetic as if u're paying?
So now, I'll have to transfer 50 every month to my piano teacher. Fk.
4.
People hate meMaybe it wasn't being said out. But I do believe they hate me to an extent.
Lol, I was th one who felt hurt because all of them changed & I hate th new them.
They looked like they cared but none really contact me& I felt forsaken actually.
Yes, I'm disappointed. They seemed to enjoy life better WITHOUT me.
I did tried to salvate also by smsing gd nite, sending comments. Yup, replied.
But other than that, everytime they contact is to ask why I write such things on my blog,
we need to meet up to thrash things out only. Why? Why do we have to thrash things?
The reason why I was emo wasn't stated out at all. So what can we actually thrash?
At first, it was because all of them changed. & I definitely can't be like them.
But now? They are using what they have changed onto me & I seriously hate it.
I wasn't trying to stir trouble. I just preferred our innocent past. Simple Life.
It's ok, I have 2pals who are on my side and understand what I'm feeling completely.
Maybe things should turn out like this before everyone goes back. Tongue-tied.
5.
No more before 18 teenage fun Mum feeling feeling said she allowed me to pierce my lip 2 weeks ago.
Then now when I remained her, she nag and nag and nag.
And said my dad will beat me till death if I do so. Whatever.
I must get it when 18 and get more mini piercings meanwhile ;P
6.
Workload, more and moreHolding onto 2 jobs now. In sales and retail line.
Sales job is ending soon, till 1st week of Jan08.
Converting to Full time for retail next month.
I wasn't given proper training for my retail job.
Most things had to be found out by myself.
Thank god, my retail working friends are pretty friendly.
We do help one another out (but I'm more of a hassle. LOL).
Money is seriously not easy to earn, must save more.
What's the point of spending it before saving it right?
All my LV, Gucci, Chanel obession dreams will be put aside first.
Even if I buy, I must make sure I buy with enough savings left.
Sadness Kor suggesting Bangkok trip next year& im excited!
More Alladin clothes to come with pretty pretty accessories! :D
7.
Blue Monochromatic Xmas 2007Just like every year's xmas. Everything wasn't planned nicely.
But somehow ended up throning &knowing new friends.
This year xmas, no one inform me of any gathering's plan at all,
So I'll just be celebrating with some loves& stil know new friends.
Probably town again. I wanna club but .. (stupid underage law)
& xmas gifts? A big headache. Get it from my boss. Cb.
8.
Weight IssuesI used to be a ballet and Chinese Dancer. Unbelieveable I know!
I stil have my Ballet pictures but in Chinese Dance, no one rmbs me ;'(
I gained weight after I quit dancing because my grades dropped in Pri3.
Just nice tgt with puberty. Someone in my workplace suggest me to slim down.
Suggested me to go O School learn dancing; will seriously help .____.
Yvonne & I did wanted to enrol in dancing classes but no confidence eh.
Sadness Kor says he will miss my crystal ball if I succeed.
Learning dancing, sians. Still need money............ Damn it.
9.
Emo momentsAfter Darren Darling left for NS, I can't seem to find anymore else to talk to!
Seriously, over this year, I had lost my ability to speak up, esp in a crowd.
I do admit I'm not as confident as before. There's nth for me to be proud of now.
Yvonne is my best listening ear. Glad she had been with me for so many years.
One of the longest friend I had ever knew& stil in contact with me now.
All my naggings and frustrations, I apologise. But thank you anyway ((:
10.
Health issuesCoughing everyday ;'(
11.
Lost loveWeirdo's busy playing online game recently.
He's sure gonna get more female friends.
Ahh~ Boohoo..
12.
ResolutionsOkay, this is a super duper big problem I'll have to think about..
Lols, visit www.tingturnsviolent.blogspot.com for updates again. ;D
Your paper Kisses: 8:46 AM
ADRIAN; friend