Monday, December 31, 2007

♥ celebration of new years means one more year of suffering. fucked up.


I believe my BP has been up for this past hour.
Super fucked up with this kinda cheepong family.
I was told to move out by tonight after work.
I don't wish to elaborate what exactly happen,
but i won't want a family that doesn't want my explanation.
I wasn't given a chance to clear this stupid misunderstanding.
Just because of a vague short sentence someone said,
u assume everything &didn't want to hear my explanation.
This kinda cheepong family, i rather don't want.
Yes, I don't know where to go tonight, with no money.
S&K pay will only come end of Jan. My account left 2 digits.

People think im well off, please la, look deeper.
My new year clothes all my mum buy, she nv gives me money to buy.
If I wanna buy town stuff, sorry, she'll say "Use ur own money loh!"
My brother during CNY, will have money to buy nice clothes la.
What about me? They want me do this do that, like maid,
then treat me worse than my other siblings. What shyt lai de.

Cancer are supposed to be family oriented but i hate families alot.
Okay, seriously, I can't tie a husband down la, he'll sure get affair.
I don't like to be fked so I'll just remain as a bisexual? Lols.
PLs are seriously not in anymore. Now so many butch and Passive.
We are th minorities ;'( I'm so gonna get married in S.F. Lols.
If L Marriage good, but I don't know who to raise a child also.
I'm mood swing alot, ltr my child can't tahan den slash wrist how?

My god, I can't be a good gf, wife, mother, daughter, staff, friend, sister.
I'm stil finding smth that can motivate me to move on. No avail.
Sad ah. My emo moments are back. Fucked up.
Cancer swings a lot. Now I go crazy, next moment i shut up.
So I hope tnight work, won't kena beasts if not I'll blow up
then breakdown and run away from it.. Fuck.

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