Wednesday, October 24, 2007
♥ just you and your hand tonight (:
Ytd was th last day im teaching @ CarpeDiem Schoolhouse.
(I requested to take off for the whole of November and December)
I'm not sure if the students understands what it means by last day,
but I did enjoyed myself with tied up hair and my Aladin pants.
There are a few which I would miss a lot. Especially those Nursery ones.
There's this student, Victoria(N2) who dreamt of me many times.
So whenever she see me, she will say, "I miss you so much; I dreamt of you!"
It's really sweet to hear all these from these cute innocent babies!
But too bad, I would never want a child. I can but I don't want.
The photos taken with my babies(I sucked in all photos, eew):















They are really so cute! I didn't told them to pose. But when I said 1,2,3,
they gave me a victory sign and said CHEESE! They are so adorable!!
They are significant to me. So I edited th last photo. It became:

Yup. Really to be kept in memory. They are my most lively students!
Gosh, aft one day & im starting to miss them. I hope I'll get over it soon.
Timothy just told me to join his rock band as keyboardist.
I don't mind actually because I have experience in playing keyboard.
There's 1 vocalist, 2 guitar, 1 bassist, 1 drumer and I'll be the keyboardist,
BUT im the only 17 and the others are 14! What the hell!
Still considering, I might not have time for jamming.
Was feeling really down ytd. Alot of mixed feelings I guess.
I'm starting to hear voices ringing around my ears like th past.
Yup, because of my mother's nagging. I'm sick of repeating voices.
After work, I headed to Da Jie's LAN shop for Audition, Audition, Audition..
I thought I would feel better. It got worse instead. I hate my partner hates me.
Was playing Couple Dance, me and my partner got 9 hearts. 9 hearts leh!
But because I got Audition bf already, so I can't get together with him ;'[
Partner was outside using his friend's laptop so he gtg already.
So I played with others luh. From 9 hearts to 7, 7 to 5, 5 to 2, 2 to 0 hearts.
It is so irritating can. I keep kpkb in Audition. My roommates were good.
They kept telling me to jia you. I got so pissed by myself I logout login.
Yup, that's why I think they are irritated. Woman's moodswing sucks.
Luckily at night got Ah Tang accompany me talk on phone.
I sms him telling him I'm moody and v sad but I don't know why.
I told him to scold me till my hard-pressed tears drop down.
But he doesn't want to. So he asked me a lot of jokes and logic questions.
I was cheered up. I laughed a lot. But I was laughing at his cute-ness.
He's really adorable la. Haha. Kept laughing when I'm supposed to laugh.
After his call, Darren told me to call them. So I did.
And they made fun of me and Diky ?@$%@#&^%$*%^&(&^)(@%!#^
Yup, it was disturbing because I didn't have feelings for him in 1st place.
Darren explained to me that they were just playing only.
Yup, I know. But I don't want to cause misunderstanding can.
Talked to around 2am, watched a bit of TV and turned in.
When you walk away,
I count th steps that you take.
Can you see how much I need you again?
Your paper Kisses: 11:12 AM